Heys!!!
I'm leaving in like 2 and a half hours to the airport..
haiz.. N today is like bad news day. i swear!
1 : My aunt whose going on the trip with us got sick,
but not sure if like their postponing their trip to tmr...
2 : i keep having this bad feeling i forgot to bring smth,
N that i'll feel super weird in sydney [ i dont know who though ]
3 : not sure whose going to the airport.
4 : i dont have my shirt!! i need it!
5 : stupid loseristic friend not replying msgs!!!!
I hate this!!!!!!!!
Ok i think i'm just fine if you leave me alone.
you're a jerk who tore my heart,
i though love could bring me happiness,
but you showed me otherwise..
Thanks for showing me that love is ridiculous.
Now just leave me alone!!
♥Joelle
writtern @10:52 PM
Heys!!!
i'm leaving for sydney for tmr!!!
that's super sad..
packed almost all my stuff.
Good news : i'm bringing my mother's comp to sydney!
So i think i'll be able to post about what happens in sydney here.
Bad news : i'm not sure if my mother will allow,
N, i'm not sure if there's internet connection over there =x
But i'm sure tmr will be a fun filled day anyways!
taking a plane. hmm.. it's been 3 yrs since i've took one.
Wonder if i'll puke =xxxx
Better not think about that?!
Anyways, tmr my super darling cousin,
kylin [property of dominik hohenberger]
Is sending me to the airport!!!!!!
Aww.. how sweet is that???
i'll be missing you'll for the time of my stay in sydney,
my adorable friends!!!!!
Anyways, heard we're gonna climb a mountain in sydney?
i know, when i hear that my face went O_O"
but i think it's gonna be fun, or rather i hope =xx
I'm getting kylin to put a cbox in here! but still i think she's the only one who's gonna tag.
Cos i only told her about this blog! no one else knows!!! =O
hoping it will stay this way though..
not sure why? i'm not selfish,i just dont really want people to comment on this kinda stuff.
But if your reading you must tag!
so i'll know you've been in this wonderful diary of mine =D
Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stop being nice to me you moron..
What your doing is making me fall harder!
Dont make the whole in my heart any bigger.
i know it'll take time to recover but i'm willing to do it.
so stop making me fall,n fall deeper into a bottom-less pit,
i'm happy if you just stop being nice to me.
your kind-ness makes me die in a way that hurts so badly,
that makes me feel like my tears were made of blood...
i cant believe you'd do this to me.
Why???
♥Joelle
writtern @6:52 AM
Heys..
Another day wasted in my life..
How impressive is that??
anyways, today, hmm.. i was suppose to go out with my friends
Before leaving for sydney on 27 November [ this thursday ]
N watch a movie. n well, aft everything was planned ?
Guess What?!?!?!
my mother didn't allow me to go. i mean HELLO?!
i'm leaving for 2 weeks to go sydney n you dont allow me to meet my friends?!?!
i mean talk some sense woman!?
lol. i think i sound like a raving mad woman right now.
but in the end? she stil insisted i cant go.
But my darling cousin came though,we watched some tv,then went to the park tgt.
It's not exactly an awesome day. but i lived through it!
Anyways, i'm leaving in 2 days i guess??
N i'm so gonna miss my friends n all my crazy cousins =D
i havent packed yet though. it's either i'm too lazy or i've no time.
anyone who knows me would say. I'm just plain lazy.
N you know what?? You're so right..
Anyways. i gotta go n do some other useless stuff =p
so cya!!!
give me back me heart..
i dont need your sympathy or your love anymore..
i just wanna get away from love's' crazy games,
i dont wanna waste anymore of my tears on you,
just waiting,crying,listening n hating.
somehow love has turned me into a whole new person.
i thot love was suppose to be wonderful?
i guess i couldn't be any wronger.....
♥Joelle
writtern @5:35 AM
Saturday
just another normal day..
in the morning went out with my super cute grandmother.
ohs. my cousin went too. then the sky started to get dark.
N i was like.. oh crap! it's gonna rain.
N now, i'm on my comp. cos, well.. im Bored!
Not alot of things in this world interests me.
That's kinda depressing and sad.
Now i sound emo.. haish.
Looking through some friendster skins,cos mine's kinda plain.
i cant seem to find one nice enough..
Although i did came across some nice phrases.
If you wanna see them then read on!
1. Love is giving someone the power to break your heart,
But trusting them not to.. =x
2. If your asking if i need you,
the answer is forever.
If your asking if i'l leave you,
the answer is never.
If your asking what i value,
the answer is you.
If your asking if i love you,
the answer is i do..
That's kinda like a poem but it's nice.
My friends feel like i'm kinda into the whole lovey thing.
But i duno. my life n love life is kinda complicated??
Well.. we all know no one's life is perfect.
but how complicated can one person's life get??
So many questions..
i just hope i can find the answers before i die :x
Hahas =DD
It's 6 35 now. The day's almost over. but my life is still so suckish.
anyways. i think i'm gonna go down nows.
♥ Joelle.
writtern @2:19 AM
Hellos people!
This is gonna be my new blog.
For i dont know how long. But...
Hope you'll like it =D
♥ Joelle ^^
writtern @1:32 AM
