My life is officially going downhill from here ..
1) I think i just got silent break from my boyf .
2) Crying led to a splitting headache .
3) Dark eye circles as couldn't sleep well last night .
4) Missing him like crazy that my mind's in a whirl .

Well .. that sort of sums it up .
On th plus side , my mother &i are getting a little closer .
But i love him so much .. &it's either he's ignoring me ,
Or it's that his mother took his handphone so he can't contact me .
I was really hoping it was th second one .
But he's on msn &when i talked to him , his status is busy .
But usually he'll reply after a few mins .
It's been like an hour . &i haven't gotten a reply .
Excuse me , but i dont wanna be slient broken up with ...
If you wanna break up with me , at least Tell me in th face .
If you think doing that hurts me . That's where your wrong .
I would rather you tell me you wanna break with me in th face .
It's less hurtful this way . &my mind wont be so confused .
I have a feeling of depression right now .
I know it's stupid to feel this way cause of a guy .
But i just can't help myself .
Why must he do this to me ._.
Someone please save me from this sanity~~